If I Was on a Diet, It Would Be Vodka: Manisha Koirala in Memoir

How cancer gave me a new life
Book Excerpt 

Money, name, fame and a string of hits—I had it all. I had friends whom I could party with at any time and awards that were coveted by many. It was a life only the chosen few get to live.

But even though the world was at my feet, something strange began happening to me. I soon started feeling the misery of existence. I became wretched.

I think it was during the shooting of Laawaris, which released in 1999, that I felt the pressure getting to me. I had been working non-stop till then. I confided in Dimple Kapadia that I was tired of this routine of getting up, putting on makeup, going out for location shooting, returning home exhausted and being constantly ‘on the go’.

Without my realizing it, my life went into a downward spiral. I quickly lost interest in the privileges that were being bestowed on me. . . .